I was just 24 years old when i went into premature labor with my third child. I could not wait to hold him, smell him and kiss on his little cheeks. On April 27, 2008 A normal Sunday for me I was in Church giving God all the praise and Glory he so deserves. I was in a little pain but brushed it off as braxton hicks. Thought i needed rest and a shower so i went home and did just that. I discovered that something was not right so i headed to Elmhurst Hospital in Queens NY. A sonogram was done and to hear the doctor say you were fine brought me so much releif. The doctor proceeds to do pelvic exam befor allowing me to go home and when she was done her hand was filled with blood and i already knew in my heart this was not a good sign i was too early to deliver. On April 28, 2008 my baby boy Zyier Kayden was born sleeping. He looked like his daddy as i whispered to him. I cried and cried and cried, I still wonder what he would be like today look like today. Would he be this annoying little brother that his siblimngs were waiting to see. I was in the hospital ALONE!! NO Friends NO Family!! I WAS DEPRESSED BAD!! I had no knowledge that i wouldnt be able to visit you. I was told by the Doctors in Elmhurst I can visit you. I searched for Years looking for you My Beloved Son. Just know that i never stopped thinking about you or loving you. You are celebrated Every APRIL 28. Your never forgotten and we love and miss you. Mommy will make sure to visit you. I Promise Zyier.. Im sorry I did not know that i could have you rested in a better place. You are not Alone though!! Continue to watch Over Us. WE LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER UNTIL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN ZYIER.
Love MOMMY