"I once was lost but now I am found, was blind but now I see"-Amazing Grace
My mother suffered much in her life but it was not a life lived in vain. For from her loins God has accomplished much. She has two daughters whom any mother would be proud of (I am only speaking of the daughters that I personally know). The oldest of which Carmen Luz is a fiery young woman who refuses to give up on something that she feels strongly about. When no one knew how to find my mother, Carmen Luz never gave up. And when so many people did not even believe that I was alive, Carmen Luz never gave up. She found me and now our family is slowly coming back together. She is a woman who loves God and is blessed with an incredible positive attitude. Her other daughter Jo Ann has grown up to be a very intelligent young lady. She loves the Lord. She is married to a wonderful husband. She also has given birth to two wonderful children. It is important to note that not once since I've personally been back have I heard her say anything negative about anyone. Which leads me into my brother Frankie. My brother suffered from the same disease as my mother, and God mercifully called him home in 1999. I was not there and sincerely regret that I wasn't. But from what I hear he left us with a smile on his face. If he didn't, please don't tell me, let me believe what I want to believe. All that is left is me. God has led this son on a wild journey and blessed him with a Godly wife and 2 wonderful, wonderful Godchildren. He is an active member of a local church and is loved and respected there. He is happy and blessed.
So although my mother suffered much in this life, and was taken away from us at such an early age, she has been a blessing to many. For you see, without my mother there would be no Carmen Luz, no Jo Ann and therefore no husband for Jo Ann. No Grandchildren. No Frankie. No Jujy. No wife or Godchildren to be a blessing to Jujy. Not to mention all the many blessings these people have been to so many others.
The Word Of God says to honor your mother and father. And this is my humble attempt at honoring my mother.
Love: The son of Carmen Lydia Gonzalez
Julio Rivera (Jujy)